I am on a high with busyness! But I really am not complaining. If you remember in my previous posts or post... I did mention how I'm actually having fun getting a heap load of things to do! And I honestly love it because it has become my way to de-stress, meet new friends, and also share my ideas. So far, the party deliverables have been delivered successfully (fortunately!) and on the scheduled time! So I couldn't be any more happier! We just have one more week to go before the final event and I surely will be photo-flooding after that! Later today we'll be out to a certain home for the elders ran by the Seven Sisters (or I think that's what the name of the place is!) and I am hyped because it is going to be my first time to join an outreach project ever! I couldn't wait at all! Everything's packed up -- presents and all! We're just waiting for time now to go.
Moving on, I've skipped too many days and I really am sorry! My busyness couldn't be an excuse, can it? But I'll make it up today. So here goes:
Some friends I've literally spent like half of my lifetime as of date -- my friends from the Marian Youth Choir. It's almost December and flash back to the time when all I ever worried about was school and boys and hitting the notes on a Handel musical piece... I spent most of my free time with this wonderful lot! And two of my most memorable and favorite times of the year are summer and December when we'd spend a lot of time rehearsing Christmas carols so we could house hop and sing some and also earn some moolah to spend for our Christmas party :D The MYC Parties were never as grand but they were always fun-filled because it's the only time of year when we could gather and just simply laugh! Kuya Alec is truly a great joker in his own way so there is never a dull moment with these people! I am missing them so much right now because it has been months and months already since the last time I've ever seen the group! I think I got too busy with work or what not that I couldn't give the same commitment to the group anymore as I've had before :| It's really sad, but I do try every now and then to visit them or join the singing whenever time permits! They've become a great part in my life and they would never be easy to forget or will they ever be replaceable. They are definitely like my second family already!
Speaking of family... I am actually troubled and torn between my desire to be wholly independent through moving out and living by myself or just staying where I am now -- with my family. I've been thinking for more than a year already about this, but I just couldn't seem to carry my butt out of the house. And in one heated argument with my father, he explicitly told me that I could never leave the house unless I get married! I was like, wth?! That's not even going to be until ten years from now or who knows when?! I felt very bad, but when I realize that I couldn't actually pack my things up (as in everything) in just one suitcase... I told myself to give it a little more time, a little more reevaluation, and more, more, more thinking! It's not going to be easy. It's going to be an additional financial load. But it's going to be really, really exhilarating and liberating! BUT some angels are also stopping me from leaving...
My sibs:
I think this is the only decent picture I've ever had with my siblings... well, except when we were still in our toddler years. We don't always get along pretty well, but I do love them. And they always make me stronger every time. They make me want to fight for life whenever I feel like it's just much easier to let go and give up. They make everything seem bearable. I am thankful of them because without them I wouldn't have been as responsible as I am now. I do love these kiddos no matter what!
I guess I am left with some more thinking for now. Sooner or later, I really will have to leave anyhow.
It's the year of the masks,
~tSin
Moving on, I've skipped too many days and I really am sorry! My busyness couldn't be an excuse, can it? But I'll make it up today. So here goes:
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Some friends I've literally spent like half of my lifetime as of date -- my friends from the Marian Youth Choir. It's almost December and flash back to the time when all I ever worried about was school and boys and hitting the notes on a Handel musical piece... I spent most of my free time with this wonderful lot! And two of my most memorable and favorite times of the year are summer and December when we'd spend a lot of time rehearsing Christmas carols so we could house hop and sing some and also earn some moolah to spend for our Christmas party :D The MYC Parties were never as grand but they were always fun-filled because it's the only time of year when we could gather and just simply laugh! Kuya Alec is truly a great joker in his own way so there is never a dull moment with these people! I am missing them so much right now because it has been months and months already since the last time I've ever seen the group! I think I got too busy with work or what not that I couldn't give the same commitment to the group anymore as I've had before :| It's really sad, but I do try every now and then to visit them or join the singing whenever time permits! They've become a great part in my life and they would never be easy to forget or will they ever be replaceable. They are definitely like my second family already!
Speaking of family... I am actually troubled and torn between my desire to be wholly independent through moving out and living by myself or just staying where I am now -- with my family. I've been thinking for more than a year already about this, but I just couldn't seem to carry my butt out of the house. And in one heated argument with my father, he explicitly told me that I could never leave the house unless I get married! I was like, wth?! That's not even going to be until ten years from now or who knows when?! I felt very bad, but when I realize that I couldn't actually pack my things up (as in everything) in just one suitcase... I told myself to give it a little more time, a little more reevaluation, and more, more, more thinking! It's not going to be easy. It's going to be an additional financial load. But it's going to be really, really exhilarating and liberating! BUT some angels are also stopping me from leaving...
My sibs:
I think this is the only decent picture I've ever had with my siblings... well, except when we were still in our toddler years. We don't always get along pretty well, but I do love them. And they always make me stronger every time. They make me want to fight for life whenever I feel like it's just much easier to let go and give up. They make everything seem bearable. I am thankful of them because without them I wouldn't have been as responsible as I am now. I do love these kiddos no matter what!I guess I am left with some more thinking for now. Sooner or later, I really will have to leave anyhow.
It's the year of the masks,
~tSin
I envy you for having little brothers and sisters. And you all look a like. Wehehe. God bless you Tsin! =)
ReplyDeleteWow! I only got to read this comment today TL Ness! Having siblings is a bittersweet feeling. Heheeh... But yes, I like it that we sort of look like each other. Hehehe. Thanks for dropping by! Happy new year! :)
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