When The Boyfriend is Asleep

at their place...

The Girlfriend will take pictures of herself :p

This is why I couldn't sleep at all when I am home alone. I am too vain to postpone pictorials of myself! Tsktsk.

Boyfriend: (checking on me via SMS) What are you doing?

Me: Closing my eyes and counting the holes on the ceiling. Trying to get some sleep!

Oh liar! When in fact, I am all too giddy to send my reply so I could... take pictures of myself again! Hahah! Crazy!

And I was actually reorganizing my closet (thus the picture up, up, up above :D) in between striking poses for an invisible audience. Here is the result:

The top 3 colors in my closet?

3. Black
2. Pink
1. Blue

I was really surprised, too! I thought I've had too many blacks I could ban myself from buying another black dress yet again but... I really don't have enough black at all. I might be filling in the closet with some more flowery prints and the basics: nude, white, and cream? I've got to work on the shoes, too! I am terrible when it comes to such feet comforts! :o

It's Thursday finally! I am sooo looking forward to the weekend because I will be meeting with three of my most gorgeous college girlfriends on Saturday! I am definitely excited! ♥ It sure is going to be a mini reunion!

centralized,

~tSin

P.S.

I didn't have the guts to take a picture of my before-the-reorganizing-look closet because... it's way too crowded and messy! I can't bare it to all of you. Heheh...

P.S.S.

Totally sad about Indonesia :( Please, let's spend a minute to pray for them.
They had earthquake, then tsunami, and finally a volcanic eruption all in 24 hours!
Super sad!

I WANT

THESE BABIES!!!

I LOVE TopShop! But I don't think it loves me much, too cuz as far as I know... I couldn't really afford them. Well except for the basic tees [which are really lovely, too!], but the dresses and jeans and bags! Gawd! They are TSIN MUST HAVES BUT COULDN'T REALLY BUY! Pathetic. Tsk. And I'm really head-over-heels gaga over those ULTIMATE SKINNY JEANS that they have! The price?! Php3,095. WOW! The Boyfriend offered to give me half of it so I can buy... I'm still thinking about it! *sighs* Can I win the lottery already?! PLEASE?!


nothing but dreaming,

-tSin

Vote for Me! =)

for the LUDIC FUR CONTEST!!! =)

It's like a spur-of-the-moment-me-deciding-that-I-should-join-this-contest. For short: NOTHING REALLY SERIOUS =) This is a contest that one of my current addictions is holding and I was actually influenced by my friend Teenee to join and make my own entry. So here I am and here's my entry:

this model is just so so so lovely! i ♥ her! :)

isn't that fur stuff cool? :D

and the boots are especially BEE-YOO-TIII-FUUULLL!

i love the pink tights, too!

Please vote for me! All you need to do is go to this site and view my entry and just click on the ♥ icon to like my entry. And voila! You're on your way to helping me in winning the ludic fur =) The entry which has the most number of likes wins the prize. You can vote for an entry for only once a day and I'm still four days before the final verdict... We still have time! We can do this! Thanksss so much in advance to everyone who's gonna vote for me! Muah!

i am, i am too fabulous,

-tSin

Decadence.

She keeps on asking "do you think it hurts much to die?"
Well it's hurting so much more to stay alive now
Shes gonna find out how much it hurts to die
~From Autumn to Ashes, Chloroform Perfume
10.08.09 | 04:15:55 | back breaking

For days I have been crying myself to sleep because I am badly injured - literally. My left leg hurts so much it makes me think sometimes that I won't be able to walk at all the next minute I'd stand up. I've taken all sorts of pain reliever already just so I can escape the pain for a while and have even stopped taking the meds for my other illnesses (thinking that those might have also caused my leg to hurt). Even my granny's mostly and usually helpful cute little massage wouldn't help me go to sleep at all! Ugh. I am such a sickly person! It's crazy and embarrassing that I have to be at the company clinic every week. If only I can skip that part of my sickly life... I would. But how will I get better if I don't see the doctor, right? It's just a good thing though that we have very good health benefits in the company... otherwise, my illness would just deteriorate rapidly with the prices of all the medication that the doctor would prescribe me!

I will have to rest for today or in the next few hours and then I will have to say hello to the doctor once again! I'm crossing my fingers that it's nothing very serious. Hopefully, something that can be cured with some minty vapor rub. And if you're wondering why I have photos of kittens here... in my moments of pain... they are some sort of consolation with feel-good music, too! Help me pray for my health!

i will be better,

-tSin

Another Inside Story I Can't Tell.

Another downfall lights the way

Begging me to save the day

In these walls I’ve failed to stand

Another useless helping hand

~Taken By Cars, All For a Tuesday

09.30.09 | 06:02:09 | bubbly toes and blood red hair

Yesterday, on our way home:

The Boyfriend: Let's drop by *enter bank name here*

Me: Oh! You've been paid already? (as in the salary)

The Boyfriend: Yep.

Me: Well, that's early. It's still the 29th. Are you sure?

The Boyfriend: I'm sure.

Me: Hmmm... well probably so you can also help out the Ondoy victims.

The Boyfriend: Right! Our supervisor even made us sign this contract as to how much we would want to donate.

Me: Really? And how much are you giving?

The Boyfriend: Five thousand.

Me: *wide eyes* What?

*silence*

Me: *5 minutes after* Tim, I am sooo proud of you.

The Boyfriend: Why?

Me: Cuz you're donating five thousand pesos!

The Boyfriend: *laughs* I was just kidding...

UGH! I wanted to shave his head right there and then! Hahaha! Crazy.

Anyhooser, it must have been three or four days already since the Ondoy devastating calamity... finally, the raging tempest have left us - although mourning and with much loss, it's very heartbreaking to even think about. I am not very updated with the daily news about Ondoy and its aftermath aside from the twits I get from celebrity stars on Twitter, word of mouth is my only source for news. Please don't think that I am utterly nonchalant about what had happened to my countrymen, in fact, I am very proud of those people who took time and to some who have sacrificed their lives to help others. And if I were closer and had a lot more extra moolah to spare... I'd surely spearhead a group to help those poor victims of the typhoon. But since I am in a whole different island (thankfully, safe and sound!) and I am also having a hard time trying to make both ends meet... I am offering my heartfelt prayers for them.

I guess I know how it feels to get stuck in the cold, raging storm... holding on to whatever you can hold on to... walking in knee/waist/shoulder-deep and not to mention very dirty waters... and trying hard to save your home and your life. When I was still a kid, we also experienced the unpredictable wraths of Mother Nature... and I semi-lost my grandfather because of the heavy rain and flood during a storm which I really couldn't remember the name at all. It was devastating already what more this Ondoy has brought to us? I believe about some hundred lives have already been lost... it's crazy. And most of the casualties consist of infants, kids, and women. :(

Good thing really that we have brave souls out there who are willing to help out in whatever way they can. And I'm just hoping that those politicians won't take this time of great loss and heartbreak as an oppurtunity to advertise themselves for the upcoming elections. That would be unforgivable. I hope, too, that the government is doing their best to help these people who have been greatly affected and prolly, it would be wise if they get ready for the 2 other storms which are said to be coming our way any time this week as well. Hopefully, they wouldn't cause as much destruction as Ondoy though. Not now please. Better yet... not anymore.

The Aftermath [photos]:

~this is just überly sad and heartbreaking.

Angry Mother Earth makes humans look like animals lying naked and helpless on the streets, atop debris, lost from a battle never won -- vulnerable and raw. And She doesn't choose who should go... everyone must go. Sinners or not. Which reminds me of Jacque Bermejo.

She's instantly become a superstar over the stormy weekend and now she's released her "OFFICIAL STATEMENT" to clean her name. I bet she's too ashamed to even show her face out the window of her room now. I don't know if I should believe her claim that her FB account has been hacked although I should say that she must have had her point... it's just that she blurted out something outrageously hurtful in the most sensitive of times. Well, we are all entitled to our opinion anyway and negative publicity is still publicity after all... Who knows that Jacque-girl is just fishing for worldwide attention, probably dreaming of becoming the next Paris Hilton or something. Or seriously, I really don't know. It's for you to believe or not. Yes, it's up to you. Anyhow, the truth will surely come out any time soon. I guess... we'll just have to wait for that?

And I'll leave you with this:

"Storm “Ondoy” was a great equalizer. The flood treated everybody, rich and poor, equally. It didn’t play favorites, exempting no one. It made everybody miserable. Celebrities and the influential suffered along with the poor. The rich in their gated communities suffered just as much as the squatters in their shanties."

This guy has surely helped me out. Very well said!

LET'S HELP OUT. It's never too late.

i know how it hurts,

-tSin