You just walked away
and I just watched you
What could I say
07.11.09 | 06:36:36 | ditto
I feel better now, much better than some hours ago. I don't know what it was that made me flare or something... It wasn't really bad though. Probably because I didn't get a shot of Coke Zero? Btw, that has become my new addiction. I haven't really been drinking much of sodas since I found out that I have an über sensitive stomach - the pain can get me writhing to the ground, I didn't have much of a choice. Thanks to the Coca-Cola company for inventing Coke Zero! :D I just love it like Pepsi Max. :D
Finally, it's the weekend! I've got no major plans or whatsoever though, but since I've been bad to Tim last night I think it would be proper to give him a peace offering or something? I'm thinking a slice of blueberry cheesecake from Starbucks or pizza? I'm not sure. I'm gonna find out when I leave in a little while. Or I could just go home and rest and forget about Tim. Kidding. NEVER will I resort to that. I love him too much. *blush*
I am quite tired today... for the whole week actually. Lack of sleep? Restlessness. Sheesh. I think this is the price I'm paying for lying over the medicines. I won't elaborate on that. Those medicines are not really good to maintain - they made me miss dreaming for a long time. I'm not even sure if I still have dreams anymore. :( It's really sad... for me. I loved my dreams. I was a great fan of them because they were very interesting! Sometimes they make me want to not wake up at all! They were like TV shows or movies or pictures from a magazine! Well, except for the bad ones of course. Those are the kinds that are worth forgetting.
Right now I want to
...grab a camera and take some pictures of anything
...go to the beach and bask in the sun and get some tan
...go to a concert and get tangled in a mosh pit
...drive at 120mph
...dress up and party like a rockstar
...and hang out afterwards at Starbucks
...and just chill.
All in RED cuz I sooo wanna do them right now, now, now!
Grh! My brain is terrible these days and I need MORE inspiration as I am about to expire! Probably all those eyecandies at Tumblr are not really good for regular viewing - they are too good and pretty and beautiful for me to describe or give word of mouth, the words just end up ricocheting somewhere else - out of my universe - whenever I start to think of them. I need to finish that book the Secret cuz up to now, although I'm pretty sure the idea of the Law of Attraction has already sink in, still I don't get the structure of the book. I know that's lame, but honestly, I really don't get it! Crazy? Yeah, you can call me that and you can also add the word shallow, too, if you like.
I'll leave you with this picture to contemplate:
bis dahin,
-tSin
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