I'm Wonderstruck.

~Lord I give you my heart.

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

I'm wonderstruck cuz I always get stuck when asked about the greatest of things... yeah, like these. Plans, dreams, goals? Oh wow! They sound so grown up it scares me. Seriously though, I was always the kind who let things happen to her. Who's neither happy nor sad if things won't go her way, but when wants something would do anything to get it. I don't set definite plans for myself honestly... My motto was and I had to emphasize that cuz this is a motto of the past:

"Let the present worry about the present, the future will have to take care of itself and the past has already gone away and will never ever come back. So why worry? Don't haste, be merry, and live life!"

More or less, that's still sort of my motto but not at all the whole of it. Because I realize that I should stop letting things happen when they happen... I should make them happen by grabbing every opportunity laid out in front of me as much as possible. And I've realized that I do know what I want but my big problem is that I don't have like a blueprint or a map or a guide as to how to reach my visualized end, how to make my dreams come true, how to make these plans real and not just some thought lying empty on some tissue paper or something.

I think I should start with saving up and keeping my work attendance as flawless as flawless could be because these might be really small things, but in the grander scheme of things these could surely take me a long, long way from here. One step at a time.

But I do hope in the future to get a stable life, to get married, to have kids, to live longer to see my grand kids and take care of them as I took care of my own family, to see my parents live in peace, comfort, and convenience. And oh, to be totally, totally debt-free!

sparks fly,

~tSin