Monday, September 27, 2010

Of Dreams and Numbers





Here's another quick post. I just got to post, otherwise I'll freeze! Hahahah! J.K! :p

Seriously though, I've had two bad dreams in a day. Well, one when I slept during the night and the other when I slept during the day. How bad is it?! Let me give you bullets on that.

  • First dream. I dreamed that the love of my life no longer loves me, needs me, nor wants me. He's got nothing to do with me anymore in any way. How desperate I felt when I woke! It was more than a nightmare really.
  • Second dream. If that first dream was a nightmare... I don't know how to call this second dream at all. The love of my life has a secret child. WTH?! My Boyfriend has a child!A child who is ten years old. I couldn't help crying when I woke up!I just couldn't believe even if it was a dream! But before I dreamed about that there was a different dream within my dream. Yeah, sort of like inception. Except that I was just two floors down. If you've seen the movie you'll know what I mean. So going back, the dream was sort of similar. But it was of a different guy... an ex-boyfriend. Who coincidentally just sent me an I.M now on Yahoo! Oh my! And in my dream, he's got two kids: one was 12 and the other about 3 or 5. But that doesn't bother me as much as the dream about The Love of My Life :| Whenever it's bad dreams concerning him or me or me and him altogether... I really usually have a hard time getting over them. Good thing though he was sleeping soundly beside me when I woke up! Automatic reassurance with hugs and kisses! My heart melt yet again.


I've never had dreams made up of so vivid... numbers. Yes, numbers. On my way to work, I was thinking and asking myself over and over if they could mean anything at all. And then a thought hit me. I've probably dreamed of numbers that I could use for the lottery. I really have six of them. So I asked God for a sign... surprisingly enough, all the lotto outlets along the way were closed! I don't know if that's a sign that I will have to play the lotto some other time or the numbers were meant for something else. Hmmm... I couldn't tell. Thoughts?


stand there,

~tSin


P.S.



Happy 12th birthday Google :)


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